Aspie goths

Hi guys. When i was sitting in dunkin donuts this morning i had thought of this post. So i'm writing it now. Unless you know me in real life and i had told you you wouldn't know i was an aspie.  (Who are people that have aspergers syndrome)(and no i'm not making this up as an excuse to act like a dick.)(and yes that problem is common enough so that i have to make a statement about it.) You'd know something was 'different' but not entirely sure what if you spend any amount of time around me.

They are known for not smiling or laughing or emoting of any kind.(but only on the surface every single person is different So that's why these are general.) Which i do have to say that my default face is Just a blank stare. Whenever i look in the mirror i always look a bit sad or angry but it's mostly Just blankness. I spend the rest of the time smiling. That's my secondary default face.

A common stereotype or cliche is that goths never smile or laugh, or have fun. While i was sitting in dunkin donuts this old lady had walked by me and said Good morning rather faintly. I ignored her. Not on purpose to be exact. I could barely hear her and wasn't even sure that she was talking to me. even if i was the only person in dunkin donuts aside from the people who Just walked in and the staff. This could be my attempt to be so ooky spooky and anti social. Or this could be i didn't even know you were trying to talk to me.Also my default face could be seen as a scowl or more of 'whatever i'm ignoring you' type of face. When i'm really Just exsisting. 

While i have no idea how many aspies are in other subcultures, they do tend to be nerdy dorky type people. So that being in a subculture where you can be different and dorky would be a relief. So i can guess that they would be attracted to it. (Alongside the clear rules for fashion and music choices in some of the subcultures.) Yeah it took me like 3 weeks to write this post. So if it doesn't quite make sense or something else terrible then i'm sorry for that. 

Day 10 – What do you hate and love about the subculture?

♥ Love ♥

The music, the fashions, the fabrics that areused within the fashion, the photography, (Either of other goths being amazing or pictures taken by goths of gothly things.) and all the little cliches.

:K Hate :K

Why are there no events in all of my state? Why i have only seen two real life goths? There aren't any goth marketplaces other events here. The only stores we have are like thrift stores and hot topic. Which is so sad.

Okay guys i swear i'm not dead, or anything. I have a lot of post ideas and whatnot they Just haven't been published. I'll try to be better about posting and advertising. 

pokemon scarves

Hi guys. I am knitting until my fingers bleed right now. I am working on knitting a scarf for a friend. When i am done i want to knit other scarves for people with my favorite their favorite a random pokemon. It will be very exciting and i want to sell them. Not sure for how much maybe 7-15 dollars? I don't even know. But it will be awesome and amazing.

Just letting you guys know.

Transformation post!

This was a theme on egl a while ago. I've been meaning to make one of these but haven't made one. Now i have. This was on monday before i went to school.

I'm pretty sure i woke up and took this picture. I'm just wearing a short sleeved black top underneath my corset. I chilled downstairs with some tea watching tv until i put on some more clothes.

Pettis and socks! Purple one is bodyline and the bottom one is fan+friend. 

Actual clothes! I don't have a picture with brushed her or my hat or make up. That's because i forgot to take them. Sorry.

There you go, a rather quick post. Atleast you get a post. I'll try to post more. Sorry again.

Day 9 – What genre of music do you dislike?

I don't actively hate any genre of music. There are ones that i won't listen to or search out but i'm not going to bite anyones heads off for listening to it.

Rap: My roomates back at my school adored rap. Playing it loudly at all times of the day untill 11. So did most of the kids at school so i heard it a lot. I didn't want to be a bad roomate so i never told them how much i hated it.
Country: I Just hate country. It's Just no good.
Pop-y music: Okay so maybe i added this recently. My entire life i listened to the river (a radio station playing hits from the 80s/90s) so my music tastes were always more 'old lady' then anyone else i knew. I did like it a lot when i was a kid but the music that plays on the radio now is Just no good.

I think that's all. I don't really care that much and neither does anyone else.

Day 8 – What's your worst and best experience with non-Goths?

I've said this many times before but i guess i have to repeat it. My town is boring. Nobody seems to care what anyone else does. They're all very indifferent. The only times i have any kind of reaction really is when i go to school down in the city.

Best:
Becomming friends with this girl in my math class because of how i dress. I'm into the more victorian romantigoth style. She adores the way i dress and that's how we became friends. She also really loves vintage fashion which is weird because i only ever see her in pants.

Worst: These group of people from my school that made fun of me very loudly in the library. They don't know me and i didn't know them. A week or two later one of the kids came and talked with me because i was hanging out with one of my friends and introduced himself. So he didn't even remember me. I told him who i was and why i know him. He didn't care. I hate everyone.

Another best was one day i was waiting at the bus stop in my town, and this lady stops her car to yell 'You look beautiful!' It was awesome.

Day 7 – Ten of your favourite goth bands.

A cheap little post since i'm tired and rather dizzy. I'm not sure how many of these are even goth (and i know some aren't at all.) but i don't listen to a lot of different bands. So this is mostly all the music i listen to.

I'm boring okay?!

Deine Lakaien
Zeromancer
Emilie autumn
My chemical romance
Mind in a box
Ionia
Cryoshell
The cruxshadows
The birthday massacre
Thermostatik

Day 5 and 6

At the begining of this challenge, i said that i might skip some days because the answers were simple. This is one of these days.

Day 5 – Is there a local Goth band or group in your area? 

No. There isn't.

Day 6 – Hand write your favourite lyric and take a picture.

I technically already did this in the lolita challenge. But i'll do it again because i want to.

These are lyrics from 'Misery loves company.' by Emilie Autumn. I wanted this is to be my senior quote in the yearbook but i didn't think they'd like that very much.

A new and rather confusing begining

Hello everyone. Google deleted my email that was attached to my blogger account. I'm not entirely sure why because the reasons they gave me were really dumb. So after some sleep and avoidance i Just had to make a new account under my main hotmail account. They don't randomly delete accounts.

So if you want to read any and all posts from before this date then Just go back to my old blog.

I'll  take this post to explain a few things Just because i want to get back on my feet as quickly as i can.

I'm going to wait until i atleast have the people who entered the giveaway back in my followers list. I don't want to be unfair to my followers who i spent such a hard time getting.
I used to keep my pokemon purchases off of here because i didn't think they were relevant. Well i'm going to add them on now because it's my blog and i'll do what i want.

Also i'll give you a more concise description of what i am if you have never read my old blog. (I noticed most of my new followers were ones that i didn't have before.)(I love you guys Just the same.) I am a goth. I like the more victorian or neo victorian, and styles of the 40s and  50s. The 1950s is my favorite time period out of all of them. I am also a lolita. I love gothic lolita but am forever stuck in moitie replicas since i will never fit into real moitie. I love classic as well. But again and too big for most of the classic brands. I love bittersweet lolita as well, but my parents think it's Just a fashion to attrach pedofiles. Which is really sad. I also love fairy kei styles. I'm still working on getting into this style but that doesn't make me like it less. I also love gyaru styles. While i'm still starting out in this style i still love it. I also don't have a lot of money for make up and eyelashes so this one is more scarce.

Okay guys there you go. A better introduction then my first one but on a rather sad terms.