A very mini meetup in Nyc!

Hey guys! Yesturday the ct lolis had a meetup in new york city! There was supposed to be more of us but it was only me and carol who could actually go.

We went to Nintendo world since Tokyo rebel didn't open until 1. I bought this fucking huge turtwig plush! It was a dx pokedoll which is 12 inches tall. I had also bought a skymin pokedoll because it was the last remaining piece i needed for my skymin collection to be complete.

Skymin collection

All my turtwig plush. Julie the pokedoll, head bag, talking turtwig, and dx pokedoll. (it's head is almost as big as mine more round then a human head.)

After nintendo world we had gone to Tokyo rebel. For some reason i had only taken a few pictures. I probably should've taken more but i Just didn't think of it.These outfit pictures are of us waiting for our subway. We were trying to get home at that point.

Carol! 

Me!

Outfit rundown

Skirt: angelic pretty

Shirt: thrift store

Headress: handmade (not by me.)

Shoes: bodyline (rocking horse shoes not seen in picture.)

It was the most amazing day ever. We ate authentic ramen after tokyo rebel. I had been walking so much in my shoes (which i really should've gotten a size 24 shoe.) i was saying that getting shot would be a more comfortable alternative to taking another step. It was worth it because atleast i looked pretty. When i got home to check if my toes actually were bleeding (since i Joked about it a lot.) only one of mine was. I was happy.

More updates

Okay guys i have an update for you. I know it seems like every post is an update but i legitely will try to post more.

So on July 28 i went for my biggest bottle haul. It was a record but i'll keep the amount a secret for now.

There are actually six garbage bags of bottles, cans, and glass in this photo. This is after they are cleaned out.

In the bottle return place. This kart was so full i had bottles falling out everywhere.

I had gotten 11.85 dollars for all of my bottles. Which is 237 bottles, cans, and glass. My previous record was 9.75 dollars. Here is my outfit from that day.

Both shirt and skirt are from wal mart. I know most goth place ever to shop.

Also as an excuse for why i've been missing for so long is because this is the current state of Dennis. My laptop.

Yeah so i'm gonna have to buy a new one. I will name this one carolyn. I'm using my desktop leslie at the moment. Have a great day everyone and expect more posts from me since i refuse to give up on this blog. 

Loli PJs go!

Hi guys. I already told you about the lovely Jsk i got from the swap meet. So today i decided to wear it around the house. I had to clean up my room today so it was rather un loli what i was doing.

Jsk: Baby the stars shine bright

Blouse: thrift store

Headress: bodyline

I'm not wearing a petti because i wasn't leaving the house.

Attempted better shot at my headress. Ignore the derp face.

Also i'm not sure how many of you have heard of Lolis doing unloli things. It's a tumblr blog entirely made up of lolitas doing stereotypical unlolita like things. So while i was taking a break from cleaning (it was like 94 degrees in my room. our ac has been broken since we moved in 6 years ago.) my friend took this awesome (and very attractive.) picture of me.

Sitting down fanning myself with a flattened box of captain crunch. He didn't tell me when he took the picture so i was like trying to smile while i was giving him instructions. So it came out like this. I like it though. It would have been more fun to have a little "photoshoot" of me in full in lolita cleaning my room but i was casual with it. 

Have a great day everyone! 

Other fun stuff

Today i went to a swap meet at the convention center where connecticon is held. I brought my wonder cookie skirt and i exchanged it for a lovely baby Jsk. (in offwhite.) I also bought two headresses. One white and one black. I did bring amanda (my camera.) but i didn't take any pictures. I'm not sure why i did that. I wore my old school skirt. I'll have to steal  gently borrow the outfit picture of me when christina puts it on facebook. Also when comming down the escalator to leave the center this lady from a newspaper started to take pictures of me. She then interviewed. It was exciting because i never get interviewed or in the newspaper.

Yesturday when riding to my dads house on my bike i crashed into a line of shrubs. I bruised my knee pretty badly. So i showed up to the meet with a bandage around my knee and black sneakers. So my knee hurts pretty badly and i can walk but it still hurts really badly. When i finish painting my room i can start on the fun decorating part. I told myself that i can't buy anything decorative until i get my entire room painted.

Well guys that was my day as incredibly boring and wall-o-text as this entry was. I'll try to post something more interesting tomorrow.

Epic update of updates

Hey guys. I'm Still alive. I have a bunch of things to update you on. First thing is i got my talking turtwig plush in the mail! I never took any pictures of it, except for one off of facebook. I was adding to my 'hold things and smile stupidly' collection of pictures.

Now i have both talking plush for the turtwig line. I have the turtwig and the grotle. Sadly they never made one for torterra. Mainly because he roars more in the anime then talk. Grotle and torterra only have 3 plush while turtwig has 40 plush. That's what you get for being a starter. 

Secondly i got my unown card a while ago in the mail. I love the unown with such a strange passion it's kind of weird. 

It's a Japanese unown r card from a coro coro promotion in 2000. I found it off ebay and i was super happy to find it. It cost me a very pretty penny but i still like it. It chills out with the rest of my unowns and not in the card binder because it's surrounded by hard plastic.

Heres a current picture of my collection. (the angle isn't very good but i couldn't get it all in any other way.) I finished painting that wall too so theres a fancy new shade for my collection. I'll get some detail shots up for you later.

Turtwigs on the bottom shelf with plush on the shelf to the side. Skymins on the next shelf. Torterras on the next shelf. Grotles and unown on the next shelf. All the remainder pokemon on the top shelf. 

Me and my friend went to the mall today and i bought the most amazing smelling perfume of all time. I bought it from rue21 it's called twenty one black. It has like all sorts of fruits in it and i love it.

I would post my outfit but i already took my skirt off. I'll have to recreate it later for you guys. I'll try to post more regularly now. (i know i promise that in like every post but i for real mean it.) Have a great night guys!

Day 11 and Day 12

From this deviantart.

Day 11 – Is Goth a lifestyle for you?


Yes it is. I'm also a lifestyle lolita so i am more of a gothic lolita lifestyler. My life was incredibly boring before. So it's nice to have something to hold on to. I'm not one of those people who dramatically changed their life because of the clothes they wore. Slightly modified over a long time so nothing that weird.

Day 12 – What's your gothic inspiration?

Umm well i am a gothic lolita and a romanticgoth. I love silky velvety lovely flowy fabrics and skirts and dresses. I only wear pants on occasion. I'm either doing a lot of excerise, riding my bike, going to see my dad, i went to work, or i woke up and didn't want to put effort into my outfit to go to school.

Outfit post

Hey guys. I did go to work today but i didn't get a picture of my outfit before i changed. So after work me and friend went out for tea. I decided to wear my fancy new rocking horse shoes! Which i totally love by the way even though the size is very obvious when worn.

Skirt: angelic pretty

Shirt: thrift store

Hairbow: antique store

socks: hot topic

Shoes: bodyline

It was a fun time. We went to our elementary school after we got ice cream. (Which was after we got tea.) We played on the swings. It was a good time because i love the swings. They are amazing. We were messing around with posing and taking pictures, which resulted in this U MAD BRO? pose.

Then later when i was resizing the pictures we came up with the awesome idea to animate the two together. The result is amazing. 

Also what post would be complete without a shoe shot? 

Your welcome.

Yeah this entry was completely derpy. You guys should be used to my derp at this point. (Atleast my old followers xp)  Also if anyone know what skirt this is then i would love you forever. Hellolace and lolibrary don't even have it. 

Rocking Horse Shoe Get!

Hey guys. I got my rocking horse shoes today! I ordered them from bodyline. I ordered them like two weeks ago and i picked them up from the post office today. Since all of the packages have delivery confirmation. I took a shit ton of pictures but most of them turned out really blurry. I ordered these shoes in size 23.5 which is my shoe size 7 1/2 in america.

The Box. I was kind of surprised to see it was Just a shoe box. That's better for the environment that it wasn't in a separate box. It had tape around the top to secure the box together.

The shoes. They were wrapped in tissue paper with no other padding. 

The shoes!~

The ribbons were wrapped in tissue paper so they wouldn't get all tangled/icky.  

Right side

Left side

Shoe shot!

I really like these shoes. They came in a fine amount of time. I ordered them because of the $10 air mail price which which has an ETA of 4-14 weeks. They have the foam soles. I'm happy that it is not a sticker wood effect. The foam itself was colored to have the look of wood. (I think?) They aren't scuffed or damaged in any way. The only complaint i have is they are the tiniest bit too small for me. I'm not sure if all of the shoes run small or this specific style of rhs. I'll just have to wear thin socks with them. Maybe they are the correct size they Just haven't stretched out yet. I'll have to figure it out.

 I do recommend them though. They are comfortable (Ignoring the size issue) and very easy to walk in. They are more comfortable then my other platforms because they aren't high heels. They are Just platforms. I'm sure with a little bit of practice i could run in them easily. Which i have not been able to do with my other platforms. I'll have to take them outside but i did walk around my house, and walk up some stairs. 

Bodyline has good shipping time. They have a good way to package your items. I've never sent them an email so i don't know how well the customer service is. They do have good communication in relation to your order. I'm not sure if i want to call them a good company. I like them which is good enough for me.

Bonus pic! My cat Henry loves to sit in boxes that she is obviously too small for. 

Dreamy horoscope!~

Ap Just told their facebook fan page that their new print dreamy horoscope is on reserve. Okay so i'm not on the cutting edge of news so maybe this a bit old. I'm not here for Up To The Minute brand releases.

I'm still in love with it anyways.

The print in the colors

They have Jsks, Skirts, One pieces, and Salopettes. Ap doesn't have any head eating bows this time. They have barettes, ankle socks (That are super cool looking!), and over the knee socks.

The black one piece

The sax Jsk

The navy salopette

The white skirt

I really like most things in this set. My favorite is the black one piece. It's like dream sky but less cutesy and more toned down. I actually wish they had taken real horoscope pictures and put them in the print. Instead of Just cute things. They could've drawn them in the cute style that is aps style. I like the skirts as well but i'm not sure if it's one of their mini skirts. Yes i did measure the length of the skirt. I like it and i totally plan on buying it as soon as i get some more money. 

Meta summer wishlist

I've been looking for a dress that i can use as sort of 'loli PJs'. Not for actual sleeping in Just for lounging around the house going out for groceries or other silly tasks. Also used for dressing it more up to be pretty. So here is my wishlist from Meta. It's only from Meta though because otherwise this would be the longest entry on the planet.

Babydoll Jsk with ribbon lace

Hellolace

 Chiffon Tiered Jsk
Lolibrary

Cross print Jsk
I absolutely love the pseudo moitie feel of this Jsk. It's so pretty.
Hellolace

 Gobelin print drape Jsk
Lolibrary

High waist polkadot babydoll Jsk
Hellolace

Quadruple tiered ribbon Jsk

Hellolace

Aspie goths

Hi guys. When i was sitting in dunkin donuts this morning i had thought of this post. So i'm writing it now. Unless you know me in real life and i had told you you wouldn't know i was an aspie.  (Who are people that have aspergers syndrome)(and no i'm not making this up as an excuse to act like a dick.)(and yes that problem is common enough so that i have to make a statement about it.) You'd know something was 'different' but not entirely sure what if you spend any amount of time around me.

They are known for not smiling or laughing or emoting of any kind.(but only on the surface every single person is different So that's why these are general.) Which i do have to say that my default face is Just a blank stare. Whenever i look in the mirror i always look a bit sad or angry but it's mostly Just blankness. I spend the rest of the time smiling. That's my secondary default face.

A common stereotype or cliche is that goths never smile or laugh, or have fun. While i was sitting in dunkin donuts this old lady had walked by me and said Good morning rather faintly. I ignored her. Not on purpose to be exact. I could barely hear her and wasn't even sure that she was talking to me. even if i was the only person in dunkin donuts aside from the people who Just walked in and the staff. This could be my attempt to be so ooky spooky and anti social. Or this could be i didn't even know you were trying to talk to me.Also my default face could be seen as a scowl or more of 'whatever i'm ignoring you' type of face. When i'm really Just exsisting. 

While i have no idea how many aspies are in other subcultures, they do tend to be nerdy dorky type people. So that being in a subculture where you can be different and dorky would be a relief. So i can guess that they would be attracted to it. (Alongside the clear rules for fashion and music choices in some of the subcultures.) Yeah it took me like 3 weeks to write this post. So if it doesn't quite make sense or something else terrible then i'm sorry for that. 

Day 10 – What do you hate and love about the subculture?

♥ Love ♥

The music, the fashions, the fabrics that areused within the fashion, the photography, (Either of other goths being amazing or pictures taken by goths of gothly things.) and all the little cliches.

:K Hate :K

Why are there no events in all of my state? Why i have only seen two real life goths? There aren't any goth marketplaces other events here. The only stores we have are like thrift stores and hot topic. Which is so sad.

Okay guys i swear i'm not dead, or anything. I have a lot of post ideas and whatnot they Just haven't been published. I'll try to be better about posting and advertising. 

pokemon scarves

Hi guys. I am knitting until my fingers bleed right now. I am working on knitting a scarf for a friend. When i am done i want to knit other scarves for people with my favorite their favorite a random pokemon. It will be very exciting and i want to sell them. Not sure for how much maybe 7-15 dollars? I don't even know. But it will be awesome and amazing.

Just letting you guys know.

Transformation post!

This was a theme on egl a while ago. I've been meaning to make one of these but haven't made one. Now i have. This was on monday before i went to school.

I'm pretty sure i woke up and took this picture. I'm just wearing a short sleeved black top underneath my corset. I chilled downstairs with some tea watching tv until i put on some more clothes.

Pettis and socks! Purple one is bodyline and the bottom one is fan+friend. 

Actual clothes! I don't have a picture with brushed her or my hat or make up. That's because i forgot to take them. Sorry.

There you go, a rather quick post. Atleast you get a post. I'll try to post more. Sorry again.

Day 9 – What genre of music do you dislike?

I don't actively hate any genre of music. There are ones that i won't listen to or search out but i'm not going to bite anyones heads off for listening to it.

Rap: My roomates back at my school adored rap. Playing it loudly at all times of the day untill 11. So did most of the kids at school so i heard it a lot. I didn't want to be a bad roomate so i never told them how much i hated it.
Country: I Just hate country. It's Just no good.
Pop-y music: Okay so maybe i added this recently. My entire life i listened to the river (a radio station playing hits from the 80s/90s) so my music tastes were always more 'old lady' then anyone else i knew. I did like it a lot when i was a kid but the music that plays on the radio now is Just no good.

I think that's all. I don't really care that much and neither does anyone else.

Day 8 – What's your worst and best experience with non-Goths?

I've said this many times before but i guess i have to repeat it. My town is boring. Nobody seems to care what anyone else does. They're all very indifferent. The only times i have any kind of reaction really is when i go to school down in the city.

Best:
Becomming friends with this girl in my math class because of how i dress. I'm into the more victorian romantigoth style. She adores the way i dress and that's how we became friends. She also really loves vintage fashion which is weird because i only ever see her in pants.

Worst: These group of people from my school that made fun of me very loudly in the library. They don't know me and i didn't know them. A week or two later one of the kids came and talked with me because i was hanging out with one of my friends and introduced himself. So he didn't even remember me. I told him who i was and why i know him. He didn't care. I hate everyone.

Another best was one day i was waiting at the bus stop in my town, and this lady stops her car to yell 'You look beautiful!' It was awesome.

Day 7 – Ten of your favourite goth bands.

A cheap little post since i'm tired and rather dizzy. I'm not sure how many of these are even goth (and i know some aren't at all.) but i don't listen to a lot of different bands. So this is mostly all the music i listen to.

I'm boring okay?!

Deine Lakaien
Zeromancer
Emilie autumn
My chemical romance
Mind in a box
Ionia
Cryoshell
The cruxshadows
The birthday massacre
Thermostatik

Day 5 and 6

At the begining of this challenge, i said that i might skip some days because the answers were simple. This is one of these days.

Day 5 – Is there a local Goth band or group in your area? 

No. There isn't.

Day 6 – Hand write your favourite lyric and take a picture.

I technically already did this in the lolita challenge. But i'll do it again because i want to.

These are lyrics from 'Misery loves company.' by Emilie Autumn. I wanted this is to be my senior quote in the yearbook but i didn't think they'd like that very much.

A new and rather confusing begining

Hello everyone. Google deleted my email that was attached to my blogger account. I'm not entirely sure why because the reasons they gave me were really dumb. So after some sleep and avoidance i Just had to make a new account under my main hotmail account. They don't randomly delete accounts.

So if you want to read any and all posts from before this date then Just go back to my old blog.

I'll  take this post to explain a few things Just because i want to get back on my feet as quickly as i can.

I'm going to wait until i atleast have the people who entered the giveaway back in my followers list. I don't want to be unfair to my followers who i spent such a hard time getting.
I used to keep my pokemon purchases off of here because i didn't think they were relevant. Well i'm going to add them on now because it's my blog and i'll do what i want.

Also i'll give you a more concise description of what i am if you have never read my old blog. (I noticed most of my new followers were ones that i didn't have before.)(I love you guys Just the same.) I am a goth. I like the more victorian or neo victorian, and styles of the 40s and  50s. The 1950s is my favorite time period out of all of them. I am also a lolita. I love gothic lolita but am forever stuck in moitie replicas since i will never fit into real moitie. I love classic as well. But again and too big for most of the classic brands. I love bittersweet lolita as well, but my parents think it's Just a fashion to attrach pedofiles. Which is really sad. I also love fairy kei styles. I'm still working on getting into this style but that doesn't make me like it less. I also love gyaru styles. While i'm still starting out in this style i still love it. I also don't have a lot of money for make up and eyelashes so this one is more scarce.

Okay guys there you go. A better introduction then my first one but on a rather sad terms.